It was a peaceful night last night (October 21,2010) when suddenly Joelyn arrived as if she was chased by something or someone. She then talked to Justin about a cat (I can only catch the word cat in their conversation because they were speaking in Korean... I really thought that she was chased by a cat hahah) So, then they told ate and I that Joelyn found a kitten and it is going to die soon so, she asked Justin to get it for her.
When they came back, we thought they brought the cat already but they were not successful so, what they brought food with them and after some time they came back with a crying kitten. We left it outside in a box.
Before finally going to sleep I once again checked it and noticed it already out of the box but I just let it be thinking at least it would be safe in the townhouse. However, when morning came ate and I found out that the girls couldn't sleep until 12 am because of the crying of the kitten and Samonim went back downstairs two times just to look for the kitten but the kitten was nowhere to be found.
During the sharing of Quiet Time, we heard it crying again and again and again (Seriously, it was annoying). But, the kitten was nowhere to be found so we can't do anything about it. We thought that time the kitten is probably stuck somewhere in the van.
We left for PUP for Open Meeting (I had a great time there!) and then when we came back we had our lunch and we still can hear the cry of that cat! So, we searched for it (well, Sam searched for it) and then Pastor Kang said he'll give 100 pesos to the person who'll get the cat out and then we found it in some part of the van (under) I think in the oil tank and stuck (I don't know how that cat got there) So, we did various methods to get the cat out life starting a smoke so the cat would get out by itself and poking it with an umbrella but nothing worked until Sam got the key of the van and moved it outside of the garage and then manong karpentero got the cat out! (Maybe, Pastor Kang should pay the guy hahah)
So, now the cat is somewhere in the townhouse but away from the house. Maybe, people can have nice sleep now haha
And Joelyn should join PETA! haha (kidding)
That's all thank you!
Friday, October 22, 2010
A Friday to remember
It was supposed to be just our usual Friday night Prayer meeting but God totally had an exciting plan for all us which made special.
Everybody was at right place at the right time. Ate Eunice, Ate Elle, Ate Maricar, Kuya Justin and I were in the second floor talking when Ate Eunice said she was hungry and after some more talking everybody decided to eat in McDonald. So, Kuya Justin told Samonim (Pastor's Wife in Korean) that we were going out to eat.
We were supposed to go in McDo but decided to go to 7/11 instead because Kuya Justin wants to eat noodle (strange craving!!!). We were supposed to bring umbrella but Kuya Justin said "No, it's ok. God will guide us" so, we went in our way. Seriously, we all know that the nearest 7/11 was under renovation but we went to another one near National Bookstore (which by the way, is very far from our church!!).
It was fine when we get there, we ate noodle (treated by Justin) then Kuya John and Rainier arrived and we hanged out. It was fun until we went home... that's when our adventure started.
It started raining again so we walked faster to get home. During that time, we truly felt how far the church is. What's worse is that the rain is starting to get stronger. We all looked to Justin because he was the reason why didn't bring any umbrella.
We were so noisy in the street, we probably thought by other people as drunk. Anyways, there were some singing and teasing along the way and finally we got home.
Everybody took a shower except Ate Eunince which is probably the reason why she got sick on the following day.
Yes, it was a nice memory... a memory I would probably never forget.
It was the day, I once again enjoyed a rainy night.
Thank You God!! XD
Everybody was at right place at the right time. Ate Eunice, Ate Elle, Ate Maricar, Kuya Justin and I were in the second floor talking when Ate Eunice said she was hungry and after some more talking everybody decided to eat in McDonald. So, Kuya Justin told Samonim (Pastor's Wife in Korean) that we were going out to eat.
We were supposed to go in McDo but decided to go to 7/11 instead because Kuya Justin wants to eat noodle (strange craving!!!). We were supposed to bring umbrella but Kuya Justin said "No, it's ok. God will guide us" so, we went in our way. Seriously, we all know that the nearest 7/11 was under renovation but we went to another one near National Bookstore (which by the way, is very far from our church!!).
It was fine when we get there, we ate noodle (treated by Justin) then Kuya John and Rainier arrived and we hanged out. It was fun until we went home... that's when our adventure started.
It started raining again so we walked faster to get home. During that time, we truly felt how far the church is. What's worse is that the rain is starting to get stronger. We all looked to Justin because he was the reason why didn't bring any umbrella.
We were so noisy in the street, we probably thought by other people as drunk. Anyways, there were some singing and teasing along the way and finally we got home.
Everybody took a shower except Ate Eunince which is probably the reason why she got sick on the following day.
Yes, it was a nice memory... a memory I would probably never forget.
It was the day, I once again enjoyed a rainy night.
Thank You God!! XD
Monday, August 23, 2010
The Day
Let me start this with a greeting to all of you. This blog is dedicated to my best friend who I never thought would change 360 degrees in just one year.
The day I met her was on our first day in Adamson. Was it July 15? I don't remember anymore. She was among the new faces I met that day. I was innocent back then to the point I would do what my classmates do; go where they go and eat what they eat. Yet, somehow I felt out of place... was it because I came from a place far away from them? I do not know...
The day I first connected with her was the day we formed a family within our barkada, I was the youngest and she was the middle child and the "favored" by our mother. Too bad, mommy left after one semester...
The day we first talked about our crushes was the day I realized my feelings to a certain "duke" in our school. From that day on, I saw her change her mind about the word love. Was it because I supported her of her actions towards "him"? I do not know...
The day I introduced her my "idols" was the day she met a new culture of music. Months passed and I never thought she would truly love them. She started collecting CDs, crying her heart out for them and especially meeting new friends through event concerning K-Pop. I admit that there was a time that I asked myself if I influencing her was a good thing. Was it good that she spends money for them? I know it's her money but you get the idea, right? Was it good that I see her crying for them? It irritates me yet I can't do anything about it... what should I do then? I do not know.
The day I introduced her coffee was the day she started to think about Star bucks and that's why I'm doing this now because IF I don't, I would be spending my money for that cup of coffee. Now, was it really because of me? I do not know...
I do not know
I do not know
But one thing I know, over a year of knowing her... seeing her having new friend... admiring DBSK... if ever it's because of me... guilty might I be for influencing in ways I didn't imagine... all I could now is be there for her because that's what being a best friend for...
(Seriously, I'm proud of you because you don't cry for DBSK anymore. That's an achievement! Just open your range of interest... don't spend your time looking over for DBSK only, look over some other things too! Like probably Jang Geun Suk? hahaha XD)
The day I met her was on our first day in Adamson. Was it July 15? I don't remember anymore. She was among the new faces I met that day. I was innocent back then to the point I would do what my classmates do; go where they go and eat what they eat. Yet, somehow I felt out of place... was it because I came from a place far away from them? I do not know...
The day I first connected with her was the day we formed a family within our barkada, I was the youngest and she was the middle child and the "favored" by our mother. Too bad, mommy left after one semester...
The day we first talked about our crushes was the day I realized my feelings to a certain "duke" in our school. From that day on, I saw her change her mind about the word love. Was it because I supported her of her actions towards "him"? I do not know...
The day I introduced her my "idols" was the day she met a new culture of music. Months passed and I never thought she would truly love them. She started collecting CDs, crying her heart out for them and especially meeting new friends through event concerning K-Pop. I admit that there was a time that I asked myself if I influencing her was a good thing. Was it good that she spends money for them? I know it's her money but you get the idea, right? Was it good that I see her crying for them? It irritates me yet I can't do anything about it... what should I do then? I do not know.
The day I introduced her coffee was the day she started to think about Star bucks and that's why I'm doing this now because IF I don't, I would be spending my money for that cup of coffee. Now, was it really because of me? I do not know...
I do not know
I do not know
But one thing I know, over a year of knowing her... seeing her having new friend... admiring DBSK... if ever it's because of me... guilty might I be for influencing in ways I didn't imagine... all I could now is be there for her because that's what being a best friend for...
(Seriously, I'm proud of you because you don't cry for DBSK anymore. That's an achievement! Just open your range of interest... don't spend your time looking over for DBSK only, look over some other things too! Like probably Jang Geun Suk? hahaha XD)
Saturday, August 7, 2010
A story
Iikot ang istorya sa limang kabataan na nagmula sa magkaibang estado ng buhay.
Sila Catherine at Michael ay dalawang kabataan na nang galing sa magandang pamilya. Ngunit sa mga bagay na dala na pagiging mayaman ay kanilang natutunan na hindi sa lahat ng bagay ay pera lang ang katapat.
Sila Ina, Maya at Gela naman ay nang galing sa mahirap na pamilya. Sila ay inampon ng isang lola na nag titinda ng mga sigarilyo at kendi sa labas ng simbahan. Sila man ay nakapagtapos ngunit hanggang elementarya. Mula nang nagkasakit si lola Pasing, ang lola na umampon sa kanila ay sila na ang nagtrabaho upang bumili ng gamot ni lola Pasing at para rin sa kanilang pagkain.
Nagkita ang limang kabataan sa isang charity event ng inorganize ng eskwelahan nila Catherine at Michael. Dito rin nag simula ang istorya kung saan natuto ang limang kabataan na mayaman man o mahirap ay hindi masaya sa mga bagay na kanilang natatamasa.
Natutunan nila Ina, Maya at Gela na ang pera ay hindi hadlang sa edukasyon na kanilang inaasam habang sila Michael at Catherine naman ay natuto na sa simpleng pag-aalala sa ibang tao ay malaking bagay na sa kanila.
Tinulungan nila Michael at Catherine sila Ina upang makakuha ng scholarship at sponsor para sa kanilang pag-aaral.
Sila Catherine at Michael ay dalawang kabataan na nang galing sa magandang pamilya. Ngunit sa mga bagay na dala na pagiging mayaman ay kanilang natutunan na hindi sa lahat ng bagay ay pera lang ang katapat.
Sila Ina, Maya at Gela naman ay nang galing sa mahirap na pamilya. Sila ay inampon ng isang lola na nag titinda ng mga sigarilyo at kendi sa labas ng simbahan. Sila man ay nakapagtapos ngunit hanggang elementarya. Mula nang nagkasakit si lola Pasing, ang lola na umampon sa kanila ay sila na ang nagtrabaho upang bumili ng gamot ni lola Pasing at para rin sa kanilang pagkain.
Nagkita ang limang kabataan sa isang charity event ng inorganize ng eskwelahan nila Catherine at Michael. Dito rin nag simula ang istorya kung saan natuto ang limang kabataan na mayaman man o mahirap ay hindi masaya sa mga bagay na kanilang natatamasa.
Natutunan nila Ina, Maya at Gela na ang pera ay hindi hadlang sa edukasyon na kanilang inaasam habang sila Michael at Catherine naman ay natuto na sa simpleng pag-aalala sa ibang tao ay malaking bagay na sa kanila.
Tinulungan nila Michael at Catherine sila Ina upang makakuha ng scholarship at sponsor para sa kanilang pag-aaral.
Nikolai
Mayroon isang lalaki lumaki sa mayaman na pamilya ngunit sa mga hindi inaasahang pagkakataon sa kaniyang buhay mula sa mayaman na estado ng pamumuhay sila'y naghirap. Napilitan siyang tumigil sa pag-aaral pagkatapos mamatay ng kanyang ama.
CONFLICTS:
1. Kahirapan-biglaang pagbabago sa kanyang buhay
2. Kaibigan-napawara ang kanyang buhay
3. Pag-ibig-nagkagusto siya ngunit mawawalan ng pag-asa sa una dahil sa magkaibang estado nila ng babae.
4. Galit at Inggit-dahil lahat ng kapatid niya ay nakatapos ng pag-aaral sa magandang Unibersidad.
Tanghali na kung gumising si Anton. Ganito nagsisimula ang araw niya, pagkabangon niya't maliligo lang at aalis na sa kanilang bahay. Puro tamabay, inom at pagbubulakbol ang inaatupag ni Anton sa maghapon. Bukod sa tumulong sa pamilya, dagdag sa pasanin at sakit ng ulo ang binibigay ni Anton sa kanyang nanay at mga kapatid.
Gumawa ng paraan ang kapatid ni Anton na baguhin ang buhay niya at subukin na mailigtas pa siya sa kanyang magulong landas na tinahak. Nakahanap sila ng scholarship para kay Anton.
Sa simula, nahirapan si Anton na muling ibalik sa ayos ang kanyang buhay dahil na rin sa impluwensya ng barkada niya. At muntikan pang mawala ang kanyang scholarship. Pero naiba ang lahat ng makilala niya si Jam.
Si Jam ay estudyante din sa pinapasukang Unibersidad ni Anton. Siya ay maganda, simple at matalino. Dahil dito, hindi malayong magkagusto kahit sino sakanya. Sinubukang magbago ni Anton para makuha ang loob ni Jam.
Masyadong magkalayo ang katangian ng dalawa, kaya't sa simula ay sinabihan na siya ng kanyang mga kaibigan na huwag maging malapit kay Jam. Pero hindi napigilan ni Anton bugkos lalo siyang napamahal kay Jam.
Dahil kay Jam, tinigil ni Anton ang kanyang bisyo. Kinalaunanan naintindihan na ng kayang mga kaibigan na binabago na niya ang kanyang buhay. Kung una, puro pagiimpluwensya ang ginawa nila. Ngayon, buo na ang suporta nila kay Anton sa kanyang pag-aaral at sa pagkagusto nito kay Jam.
Tinulungan nila ang kaibigan para mapalapit kay Jam at hindi kinalaunan napaibig neto ang dalaga.
Natuwa ang lahat sa pagbabago ng buhay ni Anton lalong lalo na ang kanyang pamilya. Kahit sa akala nila wala ng pag-asa, meron pa rin pala. Basta nanaig ang kagustuhan mo na mag bago magagawa mo eto.
TURNING POINTS: Ang muling pagpasok sa eskwela ni Anton at ang pagbabagong ginawa niya para kay Jam a sa sarili na din niya.
CONFLICTS:
1. Kahirapan-biglaang pagbabago sa kanyang buhay
2. Kaibigan-napawara ang kanyang buhay
3. Pag-ibig-nagkagusto siya ngunit mawawalan ng pag-asa sa una dahil sa magkaibang estado nila ng babae.
4. Galit at Inggit-dahil lahat ng kapatid niya ay nakatapos ng pag-aaral sa magandang Unibersidad.
Tanghali na kung gumising si Anton. Ganito nagsisimula ang araw niya, pagkabangon niya't maliligo lang at aalis na sa kanilang bahay. Puro tamabay, inom at pagbubulakbol ang inaatupag ni Anton sa maghapon. Bukod sa tumulong sa pamilya, dagdag sa pasanin at sakit ng ulo ang binibigay ni Anton sa kanyang nanay at mga kapatid.
Gumawa ng paraan ang kapatid ni Anton na baguhin ang buhay niya at subukin na mailigtas pa siya sa kanyang magulong landas na tinahak. Nakahanap sila ng scholarship para kay Anton.
Sa simula, nahirapan si Anton na muling ibalik sa ayos ang kanyang buhay dahil na rin sa impluwensya ng barkada niya. At muntikan pang mawala ang kanyang scholarship. Pero naiba ang lahat ng makilala niya si Jam.
Si Jam ay estudyante din sa pinapasukang Unibersidad ni Anton. Siya ay maganda, simple at matalino. Dahil dito, hindi malayong magkagusto kahit sino sakanya. Sinubukang magbago ni Anton para makuha ang loob ni Jam.
Masyadong magkalayo ang katangian ng dalawa, kaya't sa simula ay sinabihan na siya ng kanyang mga kaibigan na huwag maging malapit kay Jam. Pero hindi napigilan ni Anton bugkos lalo siyang napamahal kay Jam.
Dahil kay Jam, tinigil ni Anton ang kanyang bisyo. Kinalaunanan naintindihan na ng kayang mga kaibigan na binabago na niya ang kanyang buhay. Kung una, puro pagiimpluwensya ang ginawa nila. Ngayon, buo na ang suporta nila kay Anton sa kanyang pag-aaral at sa pagkagusto nito kay Jam.
Tinulungan nila ang kaibigan para mapalapit kay Jam at hindi kinalaunan napaibig neto ang dalaga.
Natuwa ang lahat sa pagbabago ng buhay ni Anton lalong lalo na ang kanyang pamilya. Kahit sa akala nila wala ng pag-asa, meron pa rin pala. Basta nanaig ang kagustuhan mo na mag bago magagawa mo eto.
TURNING POINTS: Ang muling pagpasok sa eskwela ni Anton at ang pagbabagong ginawa niya para kay Jam a sa sarili na din niya.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
My Toy Story 3
Laughter of a child...
Tears of a teenager girl...
The memories of a movie that will last forever...
Although it's been years since I first saw the first installment of this movie, I still can remember how happy we were showing the CD of that movie to our fellow kids in our neighborhood. We watched it thousand of times yet the feeling of excitement never left us out.
We grew up loving this movie maybe because we could greatly relate with the movie since we also grew up with different toys in our room. We gave them names and played with them... just like Andy do to his toys...
While watching the movie earlier, it felt so surreal since just like Andy we are now in College and we left all our toys back home with our little brother but our brother won't be so little forever, in fact... he's in his first years in high school this year and games for him is not about teddy bears or giant dinosaurs anymore... but it's about playing with online games and internet.
I cried when he gave Woody to the little girl because I remembered the times in the first and second movie, Andy would look for Woody in the end... it was like he was giving his precious friend to another person... but if you look at it in the other side... it's like Andy is giving his precious jewel to a person he trusts because he knows he won't be there for that jewel forever.
Maybe life is like that, we have to move on because even though the past is sweet but sometimes sweetness could be sickening sometimes... you need the right balance of both tastes.
Now, I just want to end this blog with a statement I have in mind... always remember... that growing up is not something you need to do in a rush... just take it slow because if you won't you might miss that things God prepared for you...
Tears of a teenager girl...
The memories of a movie that will last forever...
Although it's been years since I first saw the first installment of this movie, I still can remember how happy we were showing the CD of that movie to our fellow kids in our neighborhood. We watched it thousand of times yet the feeling of excitement never left us out.
We grew up loving this movie maybe because we could greatly relate with the movie since we also grew up with different toys in our room. We gave them names and played with them... just like Andy do to his toys...
While watching the movie earlier, it felt so surreal since just like Andy we are now in College and we left all our toys back home with our little brother but our brother won't be so little forever, in fact... he's in his first years in high school this year and games for him is not about teddy bears or giant dinosaurs anymore... but it's about playing with online games and internet.
I cried when he gave Woody to the little girl because I remembered the times in the first and second movie, Andy would look for Woody in the end... it was like he was giving his precious friend to another person... but if you look at it in the other side... it's like Andy is giving his precious jewel to a person he trusts because he knows he won't be there for that jewel forever.
Maybe life is like that, we have to move on because even though the past is sweet but sometimes sweetness could be sickening sometimes... you need the right balance of both tastes.
Now, I just want to end this blog with a statement I have in mind... always remember... that growing up is not something you need to do in a rush... just take it slow because if you won't you might miss that things God prepared for you...
Saturday, April 3, 2010
People
A couple of months from now, three important people will leave our house and this just made me sad today. Since I came here in Manila, I saw a lot of people leaving our house and until now... I'm still not used of it especially since I easily get attached with them.
When I first came here in Manila, I saw Kuya Michael leave... even though we didn't spend a lot of time together, I still felt sad seeing him go abroad then Ate Jessa, a very fun gal left the house without even saying good bye. We all saw it coming but this still didn't stop us from missing her presence in the house. Then after few months, Kuya Nomar and Kuya Rusty left because of their studies. They were replaced by three wonderful people who I thought I would never be connected with but I was dead wrong.
In my almost one year of stay here in this house, I saw a lot people go in their separate ways and it's sad to think that maybe on their way to reach their dream you came a long and both of you walk on the same road but eventually you two have to take different roads and then this leave you hoping that hopefully one day, you two will meet again.
It hurts to see them go but I don't have any choice but to let go of them. I remember the first time they stepped in this house. They were strangers and I know so little about them. Their first week here went well, I got to know them and see what kind of people they are. There might some issues that arise during their stay but that made the new family stronger. When they came here, one of my Manila family moved out and we were in process of getting used of not seeing him around the house and these three people made it a little easier for us.
I know things from now on will not be the same anymore since they seem to distant themselves from us already. I don't know if it's brought by the fact of them going away soon or if it's because we or I done something wrong to them. Whatever it is I hope it stop because there's only two months left until they'll go back in our hometown and I don't want it to be wasted.
Knowing these three people is one of the things that I won't trade to anything because they became part of who I am today. I love them and I will miss them just like the people who became my family here in Manila.
I still have at least three years till I graduate and I don't know if I still can handle seeing people leaving this place...
When I first came here in Manila, I saw Kuya Michael leave... even though we didn't spend a lot of time together, I still felt sad seeing him go abroad then Ate Jessa, a very fun gal left the house without even saying good bye. We all saw it coming but this still didn't stop us from missing her presence in the house. Then after few months, Kuya Nomar and Kuya Rusty left because of their studies. They were replaced by three wonderful people who I thought I would never be connected with but I was dead wrong.
In my almost one year of stay here in this house, I saw a lot people go in their separate ways and it's sad to think that maybe on their way to reach their dream you came a long and both of you walk on the same road but eventually you two have to take different roads and then this leave you hoping that hopefully one day, you two will meet again.
It hurts to see them go but I don't have any choice but to let go of them. I remember the first time they stepped in this house. They were strangers and I know so little about them. Their first week here went well, I got to know them and see what kind of people they are. There might some issues that arise during their stay but that made the new family stronger. When they came here, one of my Manila family moved out and we were in process of getting used of not seeing him around the house and these three people made it a little easier for us.
I know things from now on will not be the same anymore since they seem to distant themselves from us already. I don't know if it's brought by the fact of them going away soon or if it's because we or I done something wrong to them. Whatever it is I hope it stop because there's only two months left until they'll go back in our hometown and I don't want it to be wasted.
Knowing these three people is one of the things that I won't trade to anything because they became part of who I am today. I love them and I will miss them just like the people who became my family here in Manila.
I still have at least three years till I graduate and I don't know if I still can handle seeing people leaving this place...
Sunday, March 21, 2010
I'll speak
What is really a true impossibility?
Is it something hard to reach or something you're just too afraid to do...
This year, I thought it was impossible for me to have fiends like I have now. I thought it would be impossible for me to study here in Manila. I thought it would be impossible for me to meet such a mysterious Duke.
But here I am having such creative and supportive friends, here I am studying in one of the best school in Philippines and here I am dreaming of him.
All this time, I kept on thinking that is impossible for me to do something but in the end I figure out how to do so. And I'm sick and tired of telling myself that it is impossible... because the truth is nothing is impossible... as long as you believe in your self.
Saying "it's impossible" is just an excuse of those people who are afraid of taking the risk and to tell you the truth... I'm one of those people who are cowards and weak... too afraid to take the risk... too scared to take responsibilities of his or her actions.
I'm afraid of rejection, I don't want a taste of reality that's why I keep myself in my own fantasy world where I could imagine myself as someone who everybody like and I'm a star of my own movie. I know it's wrong and I know for a fact that it would never be an easy road and I need to accept that for me to grow up.
I may be afraid of your answer but now I'm building myself... preparing for that taste that I have been running away from all these time...
It's not impossible as long as you believe in God and just walk with him... follow where he leads you even though you think it's crazy... because the truth is... we are like blind men who needs a person or a dog for direction.
This summer is the time for me to change and take off that "impossible" in my dictionary because I would never be afraid to take that risk... that responsibility... that taste of reality...
I will be a stronger person not just for my Duke but also for myself because a Duchess can never rule a country without the guts to do so...
I'm taking the IM in IMPOSSIBLE ^^
Is it something hard to reach or something you're just too afraid to do...
This year, I thought it was impossible for me to have fiends like I have now. I thought it would be impossible for me to study here in Manila. I thought it would be impossible for me to meet such a mysterious Duke.
But here I am having such creative and supportive friends, here I am studying in one of the best school in Philippines and here I am dreaming of him.
All this time, I kept on thinking that is impossible for me to do something but in the end I figure out how to do so. And I'm sick and tired of telling myself that it is impossible... because the truth is nothing is impossible... as long as you believe in your self.
Saying "it's impossible" is just an excuse of those people who are afraid of taking the risk and to tell you the truth... I'm one of those people who are cowards and weak... too afraid to take the risk... too scared to take responsibilities of his or her actions.
I'm afraid of rejection, I don't want a taste of reality that's why I keep myself in my own fantasy world where I could imagine myself as someone who everybody like and I'm a star of my own movie. I know it's wrong and I know for a fact that it would never be an easy road and I need to accept that for me to grow up.
I may be afraid of your answer but now I'm building myself... preparing for that taste that I have been running away from all these time...
It's not impossible as long as you believe in God and just walk with him... follow where he leads you even though you think it's crazy... because the truth is... we are like blind men who needs a person or a dog for direction.
This summer is the time for me to change and take off that "impossible" in my dictionary because I would never be afraid to take that risk... that responsibility... that taste of reality...
I will be a stronger person not just for my Duke but also for myself because a Duchess can never rule a country without the guts to do so...
I'm taking the IM in IMPOSSIBLE ^^
Friday, March 19, 2010
Is it a little bit too late?
Have you ever been in situation everything you wanted in your life just keep on pouring on the last minute when you were about to walk out of the door? Isn't a little bit irritating? And then next thing you knew you're asking God why it all happened? Why on the last minute just when I'm about to move on...
Yes, this blog is all about him again because honestly, in this ungodly hour... he's all I could think off because just maybe with a little chance... he could at least be my friend.
It's really a mystery what are God's plans and how to figure it out is as hard as figuring out your whole life. What did I miss during this 10-month stay in Adamson? I keep on wondering how I ended up with nothing but a bad reputation in his mind.
Probably, I was too persistent to the end that he just think of me as a stalker and loon who just like him for his face which is totally wrong. I want to be friend with him, I hope it's not too late though because it's my first time to meet someone who I want to figure out so badly.
Usually, I'm a person who could easily figure out things but when it comes to him... it's just blahh... what the hell is he? What is he like? It's really frustrating!
Oh Mr. LSH... you're just full of YOU
Yes, this blog is all about him again because honestly, in this ungodly hour... he's all I could think off because just maybe with a little chance... he could at least be my friend.
It's really a mystery what are God's plans and how to figure it out is as hard as figuring out your whole life. What did I miss during this 10-month stay in Adamson? I keep on wondering how I ended up with nothing but a bad reputation in his mind.
Probably, I was too persistent to the end that he just think of me as a stalker and loon who just like him for his face which is totally wrong. I want to be friend with him, I hope it's not too late though because it's my first time to meet someone who I want to figure out so badly.
Usually, I'm a person who could easily figure out things but when it comes to him... it's just blahh... what the hell is he? What is he like? It's really frustrating!
Oh Mr. LSH... you're just full of YOU
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
My Duke
It was raining when I first saw him, it was as if the world stop spinning and all I could see was him walking slowly. He didn't looked at me but I still still fell into his eyes. I became friends with his companions and I thought through that we will be close but the semester ended but I didn't got the chance to sit with him in a table and just talk.
The second semester started and next thing I knew, he shifted his course. What used to be white is now mixed with gray pants. Although, nothing changed between us actually. I still don't see him around the campus, as the our campus is that big. The only time I see him is either coincidence or I'm totally waiting for him.
Just like last semester, I coincidentally became friends with his best friend. But unfortunately, my image in his eyes became worse. He just seem to avoid me and he doesn't want to see me around.
Now, there's only few days left before summer start and again, I won't be seeing him around. And what hurt is that there won't be a next semester to look forward to since after two months, his wish of not seeing me anymore will come true. We won't be going to the same school anymore.
I won't give up because I'm tired of giving up but this time, I'm letting God take over because He is my only hope for this fairy tale to have a happy ending
The second semester started and next thing I knew, he shifted his course. What used to be white is now mixed with gray pants. Although, nothing changed between us actually. I still don't see him around the campus, as the our campus is that big. The only time I see him is either coincidence or I'm totally waiting for him.
Just like last semester, I coincidentally became friends with his best friend. But unfortunately, my image in his eyes became worse. He just seem to avoid me and he doesn't want to see me around.
Now, there's only few days left before summer start and again, I won't be seeing him around. And what hurt is that there won't be a next semester to look forward to since after two months, his wish of not seeing me anymore will come true. We won't be going to the same school anymore.
I won't give up because I'm tired of giving up but this time, I'm letting God take over because He is my only hope for this fairy tale to have a happy ending
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