I'll speak

What is really a true impossibility?

Is it something hard to reach or something you're just too afraid to do...

This year, I thought it was impossible for me to have fiends like I have now. I thought it would be impossible for me to study here in Manila. I thought it would be impossible for me to meet such a mysterious Duke.

But here I am having such creative and supportive friends, here I am studying in one of the best school in Philippines and here I am dreaming of him.

All this time, I kept on thinking that is impossible for me to do something but in the end I figure out how to do so. And I'm sick and tired of telling myself that it is impossible... because the truth is nothing is impossible... as long as you believe in your self.

Saying "it's impossible" is just an excuse of those people who are afraid of taking the risk and to tell you the truth... I'm one of those people who are cowards and weak... too afraid to take the risk... too scared to take responsibilities of his or her actions.

I'm afraid of rejection, I don't want a taste of reality that's why I keep myself in my own fantasy world where I could imagine myself as someone who everybody like and I'm a star of my own movie. I know it's wrong and I know for a fact that it would never be an easy road and I need to accept that for me to grow up.

I may be afraid of your answer but now I'm building myself... preparing for that taste that I have been running away from all these time...

It's not impossible as long as you believe in God and just walk with him... follow where he leads you even though you think it's crazy... because the truth is... we are like blind men who needs a person or a dog for direction.

This summer is the time for me to change and take off that "impossible" in my dictionary because I would never be afraid to take that risk... that responsibility... that taste of reality...

I will be a stronger person not just for my Duke but also for myself because a Duchess can never rule a country without the guts to do so...

I'm taking the IM in IMPOSSIBLE ^^