The Day

Let me start this with a greeting to all of you. This blog is dedicated to my best friend who I never thought would change 360 degrees in just one year.

The day I met her was on our first day in Adamson. Was it July 15? I don't remember anymore. She was among the new faces I met that day. I was innocent back then to the point I would do what my classmates do; go where they go and eat what they eat. Yet, somehow I felt out of place... was it because I came from a place far away from them? I do not know...

The day I first connected with her was the day we formed a family within our barkada, I was the youngest and she was the middle child and the "favored" by our mother. Too bad, mommy left after one semester...

The day we first talked about our crushes was the day I realized my feelings to a certain "duke" in our school. From that day on, I saw her change her mind about the word love. Was it because I supported her of her actions towards "him"? I do not know...

The day I introduced her my "idols" was the day she met a new culture of music. Months passed and I never thought she would truly love them. She started collecting CDs, crying her heart out for them and especially meeting new friends through event concerning K-Pop. I admit that there was a time that I asked myself if I influencing her was a good thing. Was it good that she spends money for them? I know it's her money but you get the idea, right? Was it good that I see her crying for them? It irritates me yet I can't do anything about it... what should I do then? I do not know.

The day I introduced her coffee was the day she started to think about Star bucks and that's why I'm doing this now because IF I don't, I would be spending my money for that cup of coffee. Now, was it really because of me? I do not know...

I do not know

I do not know

But one thing I know, over a year of knowing her... seeing her having new friend... admiring DBSK... if ever it's because of me... guilty might I be for influencing in ways I didn't imagine... all I could now is be there for her because that's what being a best friend for...

(Seriously, I'm proud of you because you don't cry for DBSK anymore. That's an achievement! Just open your range of interest... don't spend your time looking over for DBSK only, look over some other things too! Like probably Jang Geun Suk? hahaha XD)